Monday, November 27, 2006
i m waiting...
on thursday went on the interview on my dream company, went directly to the second interview with the manager.. she told me the job scope that the job surpose to do, i had realise that the job is very tough.. as 2 reports had to be generate out every month, beside that each of the umbrella brands will have their brand of their own, there are around 5 brands under the company, so that means i will have to generate 10 reports each month... oh my god.. i feel so stress, when i heard this... but the company reputation in singapore is very good.. i wonder can i do what they expected.. hai... anyway the manager told me that i had directly went for the second interview with her. her first reaction when she saw me is that " wah.. u so young only 22 yrs old" i wonder she means that i m too young for the job.. anyway she told me to wait for call.. as i dun nid to go for the second interview.. if they call me that means that i m hired but i think i will want to increase the salary if they going to call me as the job scope is really tough.. i think at least to $2200.hai...
meanwhile i have to try other companies...
but .. but .. i really hope to get into the company despite of the fear of the job.. my mum told me just try lar... cause haven try how i noe it is tough...
hai... since when i had been so timid.. i always had been told myself that i must not do thing that i will not regret when i m old, if i didn try.. how would i noes..
i think this means that that i still not strong enough in the inner side of me to take this risk.. i always know that i m not as strong as i seen in the inner side of me.. though i seem tough in the outer side of me but sometimes i think i m foolish n soft hearted in the inner side of me.. hai... y??? i sometimes r not strong n cold enough to do certain things.. i think especially on relationships n issues that is very important to me.. i still not strong enough... i need an injection ..
pls call me.. i m still waiting...