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Name: Emily Hong(Jo)
Age: 24 years old
Date of Birth: NOV7 1984
Horoscope Sign: scropion


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it had been a long long week for me, i haven been sleeping well, either slept
for 4 to 5 hrs a day.one of my fav uncle had passed away on monday. when
i recieved, i was in Malaysia, i gt a shock. although i seem alright in front of
my uni mates, i think i was running away from the truth during the point of
time. my uncle had died peacefully in his sleep. B4 he died, he actually had
left traces of hints that he was going to died. he had actually had inform some of his friends to take care of his funeral. he had also instruct some instructions to his children some of the things to do, but little that they know that he is actually giving these as his final last words.this uncle of mine is very hot temper but he had the most generous heart that i never seen in my whole life.he is also one of the smartest among all my relatives, he always plan ahead. something that i dun understand is that did he actually give up of living as he felt that life is meaningless as he was angry of his sons. i had actually alot things in my mind right now but i cannot wrote out as my family members might able to read this blog. anyway, the wake was held for 7 days, i m quite angry with my uncle friends ( the ones taking care of his funeral) they think that we are rich then any how buy stuffs. like wat the chinese always say, chop us like carrot. the expenses of the wake cost their family members a bomb.this funeral actually pulling all our cousins relations closer but this loss is too much for us to take.my uncle had died too young, some times i was thinking, the dead do not pain but it is the livings one that are painful.
i had tried not to cry for the firts 5 days , i look quite cheerful but actually i m running away from the truth. on the last two days, i pack up my feelings and faced the truth. i being telling myself not to cry in front of other ppl in the wake as it will also influence the others to cried especially my mum n aunts as they are very close with this uncle. i knew my mum haven been sleeping the past few days, crying alone when everyone is asleep.it hurts me when i saw this. My 80 years old grandma crying everytimes she saw coffin, all the grand children will also being influence to cry. during the first 5 days, whatever tears i had was swallow into my stomach, but the last two days, i cannot control myself, tears dripping like tap water until it actually dry up. all the family members cried until tears come out no more like a dried well with no water. most of the friends that also came for the funeral were also crying..
this loss is really really too much to take, how come good person always died first.. sometimes i felt that my family was like a chinese drama. my mum always told me to repay this uncle when i grow older and have the capabilities to earn money but now what should i do, i had been telling myself that i will repay him when i grow older. it is like i had lost a goal to march forward to my future, y you r not there in my future??
i really hope u have rest in peace on the other side, memories with u will always stay in my mind.
Life are so fraglie... and nobody will know when and where he or she will just leave without saying goodbye...

yester, i went to catch Eragon. i was damn disppointed with the moive. the book is much much more better than the movie. they cut short alot from the book, and mayb is the way they shot the film, it can be felt that it was shot in a studio. the only worth watching was the effects of the dragon. oh my god!!! i still keep looking at my watch what time will the show ended. then i think the actors also didn act very well in the show.. Harry potter is much more better than this movie.. my dream didn call me, i guess i will have to give up hopes n i haven been searching for jobs cos of the funeral and also no mood to search.. i need to buck up man!!!!