Sunday, October 07, 2007
i really have enough!!!
The past one month or so.. i was working like mad, using all my time in the office, things seem to never be able to complete. I was so shagged, i dunno why i am still hanging to this... My frens had been alreday told me to quit my job, but i am still hanging to it.. Sometimes i think this is what i deserve when i cannnot decide what to do.
I thought what i had done, will be appreciated by others but i am wrong.. i put myself in other shoes but who had put themselves in my position? i am tired in both my body and mind.
I have not been sticking out with my frens.. WIth all the stress and work load, my face was like hell, then instead of growing thinning, i realising that i put on weight, not that to say i have not been eating alot... i do not have my dinner. i just dun understand where gt these stupid fats come along..
i really need my beauty sleep. I really need some time to work out.
Recently gt a magazine from taiwan, called Queen. It actually the 女人我最大magazine, it is teaches alot of things from hair to make up and also how to maintain a healthy lifestyle.
i think it is very good. From the magazine, i realise that all the habits i am currently having is having problem such as not having a proper meal, do not sleep enough, do not exercise enough. No time to have a break, too much stress.
I think i will take a break, anyway i have not really use my leave, still gt 12 days left.
This is only the beginning of the month, i am already broke, it is because i went to repair my glasses yester. It my surprise, that my glass is being tented and now when i was wearing, the whole glasses to like sloping down on my right side. The optician actually ask me to change a new pair of glasses. I was thinking no harm anyway the most it will only cost 1 or 2 hundreds bucks.
To my horror, when they check my eyesight, within a year my eyesight shot up from 350 degree to 450 degree on my right eye and my left eye maintain to the same 325 degree.
This is bloodly shit!! I think i face the PC for too long and cause this result.
Then i will have to make a special lens that will help to slow down this process. It is call the transition lens, it will change the colour of the lens so that to suit the eyes. The cost is around $250 for the lens and the frame i need get a good one or else i will have to
change another spec next year if there is any damage again. The optician suggested to get the branded ones as there is warranty for those. In the end i gt myself a MAX MARA
It was freaking expensive. the whole glasses cost me $500. It really burn a hole in my pocket. i wondering am i going to
survive with the remaining salary, not to mention that i had spent $200 on clothes recently.
Hai.. i think i will have to eat bread everyday for lunch.
I finally gt some sleep yester. Today i will go back office to do credit notes, haha i decide to finish up my credit notes
as one of the customer is going on annual leave i decide to give these credit to him as b4 annual leave present.
haha...
I went out with PJ , Joan, Mich, Clariss and Sam to Wala Wala. then after that we went to KTV to sing, it is quite fun
I had enjoy myself. After all these days of working, i finally do something that was not stressing.
Went for facial yester, then heard from the beautican, in order to destress , i will need to do someting tto let it out.
I was thinking of doing boxing. because everytime i was so stress out, i feel like punching something to vent out my anger
May be i should join the kick boxing class.
I had register myself in a roller blading class in nov, i hope to learn how to roller blade so that i can roller blade at East coast.
I had alot photo to post up but still dun have the time, sometimes i ws thinking , i took so many photo
but didn develop them, it was like the photo was not taken. Maybe one day i will develop them and paste
them in my album.