Saturday, January 31, 2009
enjoying my life
Haha...
Feeling Happy the past few weeks... though sometimes frusrated but it will be fine after a while. Luckily my character is not like that or else will go siao soon.
Saw the stress that workmates having, sometimes will stress me also. They always say that I am the one having the best life, wear so nice, hairdo so nice... Haha... Actually I didn do anything lor.. just wearing my new year clothing to work only... I think they are just stress but i hope they dun spread the stress to me. haha...
This year after chinese new year, I am 25 years old. Another 2 more years to go.... I will reach 27 years old. Actually i quite scared for the time to come... Guess what... My mum told me when i was 18 years old that at the age of 27 , i might faced a crisis that may cost my life. Well, she heard from a fortune teller, the things the fortune teller predict are quite true...
Is not that I am "mi xin" but sometimes it might really come true... Though I tried not to think about it, but at the back of the voice keep reminding me, 27 is coming. That why all my insurance is already at the ceiling. I paid around $600 per month for that. Life insurance, medical insurance, bonds, gold investment. All i have. Though i do not have any cash investment, as I no money liao... Haha... Just worrying, that my parents will be able to support themselves if anything happen to me. (This is the introvert me typing)
Anyway, another voice ( this is the extrovert me typing) keep telling me, I can change the situtation that i want. Although some of the things are fated, I cannot leave the things like that without doing anything. There must be some way that I can changed. This is what i believed, I cannot leave everything to god. I will work for it or else i will regret. haha... ( ok stop taking about this, will really affect the mood, though it had been keep very long in my heart) Dun worry... I am fine . Just waiting for the time to come and we will see what happen...
Recently, my mood is not bad... knowing that there are people such as family and frens who love me and care for me. Really love them, I will stronger...